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What am I?

If you don't have any intentions to defend me then lemme defend myself.  I've the right to do so.  I know very well that no one needs me but still lemme live my life to the fullest and not feeling threaten by someone or somewhere that ought to make me happy and safe.  What am I?  Don't I deserve to be happy?  Don't I have any feelings?  Am I just a lifeless soul who deserves nothing but humiliation and having to deal with my own fear crying alone and don't have any sleeps?  Am I a burden to you?  I feel like I'm a burden by the way you treat me and the result gives me nothing but misery and a bad memory whilst the other side feels nothing but relieves with whatever they're feeling.  Not to mention, they won't even feel guilty or ashamed whereas I'm the one who's carrying that kind of feelings because you decided to defend them instead of me for I'm no one to you.