Catalyst - that's what you really are for me. The sudden kick in my life that makes me want to fix and change myself for better. I know it's going to be hard but I'll try for you. I want to be better for you. So you can be proud of me and most importantly, so I can protect you from my own demon that's been growing old together with me. I might cannot leave my demon for good in the near future, but I'll try to tame her with all I have. Anything just for you; because only you matter to me the most.