Why can’t they?

When will they ever acknowledge me for the things I’ve done? Why can’t they say something nice at least once? Why can’t they give me more reasons to keep on living? I’ve lost more and more reasons to love life. What’s more to me if I still breathe when no one gives a fuck? It seems that all the fights that I’ve been battling alone have just gone to waste. It means nothing if I keep on standing up and fighting my own demon when no one will ever see nor listen. I’ve been trying so hard to pick up the shattered pieces of my soul to fix and heal her but nothing matters anymore. The only request that I have is if you can’t acknowledge nor appreciate me as one of you, please at least see and treat me as a human being who is desperate to keep on surviving and love life again. That’s all. Thank you and may Allah bless us all. Have a nice day ahead my loved ones. I’m sorry.