It doesn't stop there.

Y’know verbal abusement is worse than physical one because mentally and emotionally, I really can’t handle anything anymore. To be honest, I thought I was getting better this past few days but I was wrong. Everything is coming back at me and it gets worse than the previous ones every single time that it crashes me down and I’m back to square one all over again. It’s tiring thinking that everything is getting better when in reality the worse one is preparing itself to knock me down. That’s why it scares me if I suddenly feel content and happy because I know something demonic is really gonna claw me down into the darkness once again; and it doesn’t stop there. Never.