Please stop.

‪If only they knew how much their words affect me every single time.‬ But yet all they think of is their feelings and never mine. They always claim that their words are for my own good but the way they put everything into words doesn't sit right with me. It hurts me. It always makes me feel like I'm never enough. I always question myself about my existence, my place in this family and if I really am the useless one to them. I know I can never be good enough for them but please at least treat me like a human being who has feelings. Please don't ever invalidate my feelings just because they think that what I feel isn't right to them. I have feelings too just like everyone else. So, why do they always treat me like this? Why do they still keep me? Why do they always fuck me up mentally and emotionally? Why? Do I not deserve happiness and love? Do I worth nothing to them at all? I'm tired of feeling like this. It's tiring. Please stop. Don't make me lose hope and faith yet again. I've lost enough hope and faith to withstand everything. I really can't do this anymore.