I didn't regret it one bit at all.

Honestly, people leaving is inevitable. It happens all the time. Me opening up to him was a great choice on my side and I didn't regret it one bit at all. But I just know that eventually he'll leave for good too. Truly expected it but it doesn't hurt any less. It's okay. I'll be fine. I was fine before I saw him for the first time and invited him into my life so what's stopping me now? I'll be fine even after he left. It's a shitty feelings indeed after finally realising how insignificant I really am in everyone's life. Shocker.