Is it one of the symptoms of having insomnia or it's just me? I haven't slept since last night because I couldn't and I was scared. I felt like I was gonna get choked if I ever closed my eyes. The sound of the door squeaking was enough to send chills down my back as though you're there to get me. And it's 4:22 a.m now but I still haven't let my soul wandering around freely in its dreamland as I'll have that feelings of being watched. I don't feel safe anymore. Home - the only place that's supposed to make me feel safe and happy isn't the best option for now onwards. I just wanna rock myself back and forth in a corner or hide in the deepest pit of my bed. Dear Lord, lend me some strength to overcome this test that You'd decided to give me. Aamiin.
