I vowed to myself.

I vowed to myself that I’m gonna love my kids dearly; without having any favourites because each one of them will be the favourite ones. I vowed to myself that I’m gonna ensure that my kids are well raised where they can easily talk to me about their problems; regardless of how big or small the problems are. I vowed to myself that I’m gonna understand my kids from the surface and in depth; the struggles and/or challenges they’re gonna face. I vowed to myself that I’m gonna listen to every word they say; their special ears, I’ll become for them. I vowed to myself that I’m gonna make sure that they know how proud I am of them; despite any failures they might do in the future. I vowed to myself that I’m gonna brighten up their days when theirs turn dull; making sure none of them will ever feel like they’re in constant darkness. I vowed to myself that I’m gonna reach my hands out to them every time they’re falling apart; their lives saver, I’ll become. I vowed to myself that I’m gonna teach them manners and kindness towards the world; even if the world spitting down on them. I vowed to myself that I’m gonna protect them with all I have; even if it ruins me permanently. I vowed to myself that I’m gonna make sure none of them will ever grow up with their demons but if they somehow will, I’ll take their demons and raise them like my own. I vowed to myself that I’ll be the best mother anyone could’ve ever asked for.