Random but honest thoughts of mine.

Recently, I realised that I've been turning so clingy with everyone these days but being detached at the same time and that scares me. I hate being vulnerable and feeling like someone else's burden. But sometimes I just really need to let things out after bottling everything and I always think of the person's feelings and mental condition of whom I wanna talk to and that's when I'll refrain myself from bothering them; regardless of who they are. I feel like I'm being a burden to people whenever I tell them about my problems because everyone has their own problems and I really don't wanna be the reason theirs are added to it. The real me is clingy, possessive, territorial and overprotective but I can be emotionally aloof too still. I've been trying to change myself to be a better version of me but sometimes it's difficult to be constant when I know how bad I can truly overthink about everything that's going on around me. It's absolutely tiring feeling like I'm fine but then next moment, I suddenly feel empty and hollow without any reasons.